I am feeling very betrayed...mad..sad...and starting to get unmotivated to stay with my company. I have been with the same dance company for over three years. I was in line to go on an international trip that was given to me two months ago, and then the director tells my partner (not even me) that the promoter for the gig dropped a couple and he chose to drop us. Fine. As if that didn't suck enough, I just found out a few days before the trip that a girl who just joined our company 2 months ago was given this trip, and my director never told me a thing! I am fuming mad that this seems to have been done behind my back, with no justification, and no real reason. Obviously I was good enough two months ago when he arranged for my travel with the promoter, so why the snub? How do you just give somebody a gig and then take it away? Me and this girl are at the same skill level, and I have paid my dues, been loyal to the company, and have helped out extra when asked with other things. I feel like my loyalty and hard work mean nothing, and I don't know what's happening. How can I discuss this with my Director? I think it was very wrong and unprofessional. He's also not giving me corrections or anything in company rehearsals so if there's something I'm doing that doesn't look good, I don't know. My partner also told me that he saw the Director making faces when I would do things, if I messed up a little for example, but then he never makes faces when the other girls make mistakes. I don't get it, I could really use an outsider's perspective here. Thanks!