DiariesHow I feel right now
By CinderEmma Comments: 136, member since Mon Sep 05, 2016
On Tue Dec 20, 2016 05:16 PM
I miss my Mom and Daddy so much. They both died on my eighth birthday. I had started dancing as a way to cope with the loss. Now, almost nineteen years later, ballet is still not enough to keep me from crying myself to sleep.
I can hide behind my dance in the day...but at the end of the night, I always feel just as alone, cold and empty as the night they died. They say time heals all wounds...but hasn't enough time passed already?
I know my Mom and Daddy are watching me from up above...because I can feel my mother's celestrial kiss on my cheek. I sometimes wonder how proud my Mom and Daddy would be of my dancing if they were alive today.
But then, if they were still alive...I never would have begun dancing...