Well, as you know, I saw this on another forum and thought it was interesting. The original poster of the thread provided a website that allowed people to send emails anonymously to the email he provided. From there, people could send their deepest secrets for readers without fear of anyone knowing. Think of it as the dance.net version of postsecret.blogspot.com (totally awesome site, by the way). So here are your instructions.

1. Go to either-
www.mytrashmail.com . . .
www.sirseek.com . . .
www.perfectscripts.com . . .
(I like the first one the best, so attempt that one first. If it so happens that your secret doesn't get posted, send it again, or try another website.)
2. Fill in the form with your secret.
3. Send form to ddnsecrets@gmail.com (the email I set up for this).
4. Here's my part, then I'll post it up for you.

That's pretty much it. Three things though, this email address is obviously only for this purpose. If you send me junk, I won't really care because it will die once this post dies, but I would really prefer if you didn't. Also, I decided to put this in pg-13 just in case anyone had a more "mature" secret. Lastly, if you mention anyone's name or dance.net username I will remove it to protect others' safety. Mk, that is all. Really though, it sounds dumb, but these things can get quite interesting.

It's so hard for me to see them kissing and being in love because I know that my romantic hiatus is a lifelong one, and I will never, EVER, have what they have.

I secretly hate my body so much. I want to lose like 15kg... I weigh 58kg and I'm a size 10 now and I hate it. I have never had any sort of eating disorder, although there have been times when I desperately wanted one. It makes me feel so sick (in the head).

The thing is...people always tell me I'm gorgeous and that boys love my curves and stuff. I want to be really skinny. Or at least proportioned. It sucks.

My dad wants me to live at home until I'm done university, but my mom wants me to leave and is always telling her friends that. Even though I'm the only one who does housework, and I'm only home three nights a week.

I have no close friends scince my friend died in september. I played at her funeral.

I was sexually assaulted by an 18 year old friend in the school hallway when I was 15.

My mom yells at me for every little thing, but my litle sister could get away with murder. Even my dad admits it, but he won't do anything about it.

I can't afford to move out without dropping out school, which would give my mom another reason to harass me. She says i'm an adult, and she can kick me out without warning, but where I live, it's illegal unless 30 days notice is given. She's so stupid.

I have a mensa IQ.

I sometimes worry that I have OCD.

I am female.

My flatmate is female.

I am straight.

I think I'm in love with my flatmate.

I also think I hate her.

It's odd, but I do love her, I love what she does, but she really irritates me too, and I get so frustrated sometimes.

I do sometimes find girls attractive, but I identify as a straight female, although I wouldn't say no to sexual relations with a female, but not a relationship.

I'm not attracted to my flatmate.

I'm not asking for advice, but I don't mind if any advice is given, or if any comments are made. It might be interesting to see.

I'm excited to graduate high school, and I'm excited about college. but I'm also TERRIFIED I'm going to fail, or hate my roomates, or they'll hate me. im afraid of living on my own, even tho I can be fine at SIs, this is for real. I'm scared that I'm too babied at home and i won't be able to handle the real world. I'm afraid I won't make any friends at schoool and that I'll always be homesick. As much as I hate high school, at least it's comfortable, safe.

and also, I'm gonna miss 3-4 of my teachers more than most of my "friends" at HS. I never really bonded with my class, and that makes me sad. I'm not invited to beach week or any grad parties or anything. I feel more like a freshman than a senior.

advice welcome.

I'm still in major crush with my teacher. and my old ballet teacher. ahh I never thought I'd be one of those girls that gets teacher-crushes. I can't believe I have teacher-crushes.

not really something advice can be given on haha but if you have any, I won't mind hearing it.

I'm afraid I'll never be loved. I'm 18, never been kissed (outside of truth or dare) and never been in a relationship.

One time when i was like ten I peed my pants and it was soo embarassing

I can't wait to have a boyfriend.. i just want to make out with a guy so bad.. I also want to have sex really bad (which i proabbly won't for a while)..I guess i am curious..

I pretend to be all "YAY Gay Pride I love that I'm a lesbian" but in reality, I would kill to be straight. I would love to feel like a normal teenage girl for just a little while. but that's never gonna happen. I'm never gonna be straight. there are days when i love being a lesbian, but theres also plenty of days where i wish i wasn't.

advice on acceptance? i don't know if acceptance is the right word, I mean, I accept myself, I know i'm gay, i don't deny it, i just, I don't know.

I have a horrible time reading guys. I am awesome at picking up small nuances with other people, but guys, I have no clue whats going on there. I always end up falling for the wrong guys. Like this guy I like right now. He is the sweetest guy most of the time, but everytime we get drunk or high or anything, we almost always start making out. I know that he doesn't like me as anything besides a friend and that he is totally just using me. Is it so wrong that I am using him back? I get jealous when he makes out with other girls as if I have some claim to him and everyone should know. I keep thinking that one day he will realise that I am amazing or beautiful or want to know anything else about me besides my tit size, but I know it isn't going to happen, and this really upsets me. But I take what I can get from him because who else am I going to get to love me? I doubt that I will ever meet anyone. I feel like I am going to die a spinster with her 2394823423 cats and smelling of kittie wee.

I started a new job 3 weeks ago, and I was totally stoked about it, as I was going to be working with my best friend "N" and another girl "J" I know quite well, and who is also best friends with "N".

It was great because "N" and I barely saw each other anymore, before I started the job, so it was awesome to see him daily. However I never realized before I started the job, how close "N" and "J" had gotten. I guess I should have figured it out, as "N" was sleeping with "J"'s roommate "A".

I'm just feeling so depressed lately, as I feel that "N" and I aren't close at all anymore. I really miss him, he was my rock, the guy I went to with all my problems, he would just listen to me cry, give me a hug and try to help me. He is the sweetest guy I've ever met, and now I just feel as though he doesn't want to be friends with me anymore or something. Don't get me wrong I love working 5 days a week 9 hrs/day with him, and we hang out all day together at work, but then to watch him go home and hang out with "J" and to know that he calls her all the time, and I never hear from him anymore, really hurts.

I know that him and "J" are both big stoners, and that I'm not that much of one anymore, so they have a lot more in common, but still... Ugh this just sucks majorly... if anyone wants to offer any advice feel free

My brother is brain damaged and I hate him because my parents try to make me perfect to make up for him. But the worst thing is, I'm jelous of him because he doesn't have to be perfect.

I hate myself. I want to weight 30kgs. If I could be thin maybe my parents would notice me as a person, not just as 'that thing' that has no problems compared to my brother.

I tried to kill myself a few years ago. It didn't work. I'm still stuck here. I want to try again.

I love sex.

I secretly love when my wife and I play role-playing games. She is my Dance Mistress and forces me to wear her tights and leotards and then forces me to attend her ballet class.

I secret loved all the attention I recieved and now would love to take more ballet classes.

I now have bought my own tights/leotards and now wear them under my sweats at gome.

I secretly enjoy the sex games where my wife foreces me to wear her lingerie and the procedes to have anal sex with me using her strap-on dildo. I enjoy bondage too.

Finally I enjoy watching her get it on with one of girlfriends. It turns me on very much.

Finally, I think I am addicted to too much sex, if that is possible.

Feel free to comment. You won't hurt my feelings.

Thank You for letting me share some of my dark secrets.

Cheers!

i hate school so much right now, i hate it so much, and i cant work and i am so scared taht i will not get into university this year. I feel like a failuuuure.

i like this guy... and we havnt talked in like months and it actaully makes me really sad. becaseu i wont like anyone else but him.

i feel the need to constantly loose weight.

i like to get drunk..... every weekend.

I'm excited to graduate high school, and I'm excited about college. but I'm also TERRIFIED I'm going to fail, or hate my roomates, or they'll hate me. im afraid of living on my own, even tho I can be fine at SIs, this is for real. I'm scared that I'm too babied at home and i won't be able to handle the real world. I'm afraid I won't make any friends at schoool and that I'll always be homesick. As much as I hate high school, at least it's comfortable, safe.

and also, I'm gonna miss 3-4 of my teachers more than most of my "friends" at HS. I never really bonded with my class, and that makes me sad. I'm not invited to beach week or any grad parties or anything. I feel more like a freshman than a senior.

advice welcome.

Ok, I realise this sort of question has probably been asked a million different times before, but what is your guys opinion on a 22 year old male dating a 16 year old female?
They've known each other for 2 years now, and are very good friends. I'm also very good friends with both of them. I talked to the guy a few nights ago, and it was then he admitted how in love he was... I could sorta see it coming, and have always thought, if they were similar ages then they would have a high chance of dating. He said he's been keeping this to himself for a year now, and he figures he's going to keep it to himself for longer.
But yea, I was just wondering how significant this age gap was to you guys?

Ok here it goes,

I love to party and dance. Sometimes I feel like guys will never love ME but love my body. I have never had sex but at dances I sometimes feel like I have been taken advantage of. Guys see my physical appearance and think I am a whore or a slut but I'm not trying to be like that.

Everyone always tells me I'm so pretty and skinny but when I look in the mirror, I see an ugly girl who needs to lose more weight.

Secretly, I want to be an exotic dancer because you get to be paid for being sexy. Guys love strippers and I have this weird thought in my mind that I will find love there but I know I never will. But I know it's not a good job to have so I probably won't.

Ok-well this way embarrasing.....
But it feels good to get this out!!

I'm going to try not to eat today

Sometimes I'm afraid that I'm falling for one of my friends

Even worse, sometimes I'm sure of it

Ok, I realise this sort of question has probably been asked a million different times before, but what is your guys opinion on a 22 year old male dating a 16 year old female?
But yea, I was just wondering how significant this age gap was to you guys?

Ok, I realise this sort of question has probably been asked a million different times before, but what is your guys opinion on a 22 year old male dating a 16 year old female?
But yea, I was just wondering how significant this age gap was to you guys?

I've been dying to get this stuff off my chest:

I cut for the first time in 8 months last month and haven't told anyone.

I think I'm developing an ED, but I doubt it. I'm just obsesed with being skinny. Or maybe i'm in denial.

I always fall for my friends. The kind of guys that "don't want to ruin our relationship" it suck. majorly.

I hate people a lot.

I have worries of me having OCD

I think I might be depressed. But i'm in denial of that too.

I write all the time. I bring a notebook to school to write random thoughts in.

I'm ready for a relationship, I'm ready for my first kiss...I just haven't found that guy yet.

Ok I'm done. I didn't know there's so much stuff I've never told anyone!

I would like someone just to talk to about a lot of things, someone I don't know, nor will I ever meet. I am paranoid of anyone I know seeing this site, even though no one from around here, to the best of my knowledge, has ever heard of it.

Just in case...I have a lot to say, I hope someone replies that I can pm them about it...

My mouth tastes like toilet tissue. I've been eating it for about an hour, since I purged. I wish I were stronger, I can't purge and starve myself enough. I've been cutting myself a lot because of my weight. My boyfriend made fun of me for it a few weeks ago (my weight, not my cutting... though the latter has driven us a great deal further apart because he doesn't know how to deal with it) I don't even know if I like him anymore.


I want to be skinny.

It's been five years
and
I still want to kill myself.




I don't think they realize it but they make me feel like crap.

I don't know what to think: that I'm okay... or if I believe them.

My parents,my friends, my teachers, whoever.


I've been drunk. I smoke cigarettes and pot. I have sex. A lot. I don't care about school. I speed. I break the law. I cheat on schoolwork. Apparently, this makes me a horrible person.




I hate my friends. But it's so hard to find new ones.
They're "Straight-edge," clean, and snooty. They're incredibly boring and lame. I hate hanging out with them, but I have nobody else.




I love my boyfriend and want to marry him, but I'm only seventeen.



I can't wait until I'm legal. It will just make everything better.
If it doesn't, I don't think I can go on.


I can't wait to leave this town.


I'm ugly.

I am never on time to anything, ever. With rare exceptions.


I wouldn't mind advice or comments, I don't care.

After reading my secrets i felt really guilty about posting them, like someone would be able to figure out who i am (though i don't think i know any DDNers in real life)
advice is fine though im not sure what would help

I walk around my house naked, a lot. One day while my family was out of town, i just dyed my hair and then walked to my kitched (naked) to get water. My neighbour must have seen or something, because he was at the door in like 30 seconds...which i answered in a housecoat becuase I'd never really talked to him before.

My neighbour is a neurosurgeon and is around 55 or 60. I've always sort of "known him" becuase my mother is the CEO of the hospital in which he works (as does she). Anyhow, somehow I let him in, and he ended up taking my virginity from me that day...

I was (am) only 16. All of his kids are off at the Ivy Colleges and his wife lives on Victoria island.

Not one of my proudest moments.

I'm afraid I'll never be loved. I'm 18, never been kissed. I was in a relationship, but it was a mistake.

i hate school so much right now, i hate it so much, and i cant work and i am so scared that i will not get into a university this year. I feel like a failure

i secretely want an eating disorder. My life is already screwed up, and i am so ugly. I want to not look in the mirror and cringe and i feel the only way to do that it starve myself

i hate most people, i am very cynical. I feel really depressed. I want to kill myself

I've been drunk. I want to smoke cigarettes and pot. I wouldhave sex. A lot.if the oppurtunity presented itself I don't care about school. I speed. I break the law. I cheat on schoolwork. i am a horrible person

i am Ugly

I'll never be thin enough

Sometimes I feel like people never want to be seen with me because I'm ugly and fat, and it hurts

I constantly feel rejected, like I can never catch a break

I'll never be good enough for myself, and sometimes I wonder if I'll ever be good enough for the people I care about, because I don't think I will be

I'm afraid of re-hashing old habits, but part of me desperately wants and needs to

Food doesn't taste good to me anymore, because every bite just tastes like failure to me

I like the way I look when I don't eat. It's the only time I feel even close to attractive

I just want to cut all this disgusting fat off my body, beause with it, I'm worthless. Without it, I'll be closer to meaning something

I don't really tell people, but more than anything else, I want to be a fashion designer in a big city

I hate my personality, and I'm pretty sure everyone else does too

I try too hard to fit in. I fail every time

I'm afraid that people think I'm mean, because I don't want to be thought of like that, but I know for a fact that some people think that, because some people have told me to my face, and it hurt more than any injury I've ever had to endure

I come off as someone who's strong, but I'm breaking inside

A lot of people in my life have made a monumental difference to me. Some of them know what an impact they made, but some of them don't, and I wish I could tell everyone who's ever made a big difference in my life exactly how I feel, but something is keeping me from doing it

It takes a person doing so much for me to think I'm wanted.

I desperatley need to be in a relationship.

Last night I cried through Desperate Housewives and Grey's Anatomy just because I'm sad, not because the shows were.

In fact, I've cried at least 4 times in the past three days, and I hate it.

All my friends hate me.

I'm terrified to go to college, but I can't be in this town any longer.

I feel like I'm in a rut and I don't know how to get out of it, but I'm miserable.

I need help.

Just in case...I have a lot to say, I hope someone replies that I can pm them about it...

I feel like i am a waste of life.
i feel that i shouldnt even deserve to breathe.

i want to be skinny. i want to be pretty

i woke up this morning and wanted to die

i honestly hate myself

i have thought of committing suicide most of the day. i thought about turning the shower\bath water onto burning hot and then getting in and drowning in the burning water.

I love sharp objects.

i push people away once i have the slightest thought that they care.

i wish i could die right now

I act like I have completley recovered from anorexia but really I haven't. I carefully maintain my weight at exactly 75 pounds for a BMI of about 14. The only reason I don't keep loosing weight is for my boyfriend. I think I'm way too dependant on him because I know without him I would have no reason to maintain my weight and I could end up dead. I've already been pretty close. And he says his life depends on me just as much and he's still close to another suicide attempt. He usually says he's not but that's just so I dont worry. We are too young to have our lives be such a mess. I am 15 and he is 18. I don't know what either of us would do if something happened to our relationship, and it scares me. We just seem too perfect together for it to be true. On nights when I'm not with him I cry myself to sleep. I have other problems too. Maybe I will write again. I'll take any advice or comments you can give me.

Sometimes I hate myself, but I don't really have a reason to. There isn't really anything wrong with me, but I'm nothing special.

I wish someone would just tell me something I can do with my life that will definitely make me happy.

I don't know if I love my boyfriend, but I feel like I'd die if I didn't have him sometimes. When I feel depressed or upset, he can make me feel better, and if he's not around, I cut and bite and scratch myself just to stop myself from thinking about the things that make me cry. Sometimes I cry so much I make myself sick.

I've never had a "best friend". Some girls have one or two people who are their best friends, but I've never ever had someone who I can talk about anything with.

I wish I could go somewhere and forget about everything.

I don't mind people giving me advice, if you have any.

I feel like I'm not good enough for my boyfriend. He is truly amazing, kind, loving, generous and thoughful, and I have real trouble thinking of things to do to show how much I care.

I love him, and I've told him that. He's never said it back, although he writes it in letters and cards. It kinda makes me sad that he hasn't said it, though.

Almost every time we have sex, I get severely paranoid about getting pregnant.

I feel fat... I know I'm not overweight, and my boyfriend loves my body, and that I'm just naturally curvy, but I still hate it. I can't help but think that my life, and I, would be better if I was thinner. I'd be better at ballet, too.

I think I'm pretty, and people tell me I am all the time, but I don't want to just be another pretty girl... I want to be THE most beautiful girl in any room I walk into. I can't help it, I'm just never happy. Is that bad?

I sort of wish I had an eating disorder.

I desperately want to know which members wrote some of these secrets.

I don't know if there's a lot you can advise me on, but if anyone wants to offer any pearls of wisdom then go ahead.

I have quite a lot of things I’ve been needing to get off my chest, so please bear with me.

I simply want to finish high school--NOW. I don't truly like anyone at my school, and I feel like I have to "lower" myself to fit in more. I used to ignore what everyone thinks and just enjoyed my own company and continued to develop internally, but I am miss companionship. I am trying to find just one friend who I can truly trust, but I’m failing miserably. I am tired of people constantly using my time, advice, and friendship, when I don’t get anything in return. I think that people take advantage of me, by always taking without giving. I am considered “popular” at the moment, but I don’t feel it, simply because it’s not real. I secretly think that I'm better and more mature than all the people in my grade, and only enjoy hanging out with people older than me. I also get really annoyed when people basically harass me for getting good grades; although I never actually tell anyone my grades (sometimes the teachers announce who got the highest scores, etc.) I sometimes tell myself that I’m too good for everyone in attempt to get over all of the high school pettiness.

I am convinced that life will get better once all of this is over, even though I know that is not the “right” and positive way of thinking. I have so many extravagant dreams and aspirations and am terrified of failing, although I appear to be so confident. I love myself and know that I can succeed, yet I continue feeling resentment and fear. I get so confused when it comes to my future after highschool, as I just want to start. I know I should enjoy being a kid, but I don’t feel like one anymore. I want to work…school is too easy for me and there is some ridiculous policy at our school that you’re only allowed to skip grades in Primary school, because they feel that the gaps between each grade in the upper school are too large or something like that. I just want to get out there and pursue my dreams, I have had enough of all this pointless drama. If there must be drama, I want it to be real (does that make any sense?)

I just need somebody to talk to, who will truly listen.

I know this is a bit cluttered, but I am quite frustrated at the moment and don’t really know what to do. Any advice or comments would be appreciated.

I was sexually abused as a 9 year old and until now i've never admitted it.

I know i'm fat. Although i'm tall I weigh far more than most of my friends and it really depresses me. I really want an ED!

I've recently started cutting because if I cut myself it gives me a reason to cry and makes me feel less pathetic about doing so.

I don't fit in. Everyone at school and dancing, including the teachers, think i'm weird. I hate it so much that i'm seriously beginning to believe them.

I'm PAINFULLY shy.

Wow, I didn't realise I was that screwed up. Advice is fine, but i'm beginning to feel I need serious help.