Vent/
my vent.... well i am totally out of a job. my SO kept a blind eye to her finances for the past couple of years, and made some REALLY stupid business mistakes. like instead of taking out business loans to pay for renovating or pay the rent in the summer when she didnt have the money in the school. she is an incorporated business so really she could have the school in debt, but instead has put herself and her husband in dept for about 80 thousand dollars. so what does this mean? well she has been told by her husband and her book keeper that she needs to cut back, and teach alone out of one studio for the next year and rent out the other room. (right now she has a martial arts school in there, but its only a few nights for a couple of hours so it helps but thats it).
she had already decided to cut back a lot for sept, like it would just be her and i and she wouldnt pay assistants or a desk person, that would all be volunteer. and i offered to cut my pay from $30 to $10 an hour so that maybe for 2007-2008 we could relocate and possibly become partners. her husband rejected the idea, and so i am stuck without a job.
they are all trying to make themselves feel better saying that i will open my own school.
well i have no desire to open my own school, and in my opinion half way through july is not the time to do it. i dont have the funds needed, i dont have a location, i am totally stuck.
i invested everything in this school and now i am stuck out on my ass. soooo frustrate!!!
the SO is a good friend of mine which hurts even more, and the mean side in me really hopes she loses a lot of people and cant do it on her own. she has NEVER run that school on her own... how does she think she will manage that with a 2 year old i have no clue.

This has killed my spirit a little... i have no clue what to do, where to turn, what job to take. so lost.

/Vent