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My Last Apology...may be triggering
By imadancer2member has saluted, click to view salute photos
On Sat Jun 06, 2009 08:38 PM

Hey Everyone

My friend wrote this, I don't have any poetry skills.

She writes AMAZING stuff! I might post more eventually.
She wrote this to me and two other of her friends that have helped her get through some tough times lately. And when I say tough times, I mean TOUGH times, so this may be triggering...
Anyway...here it is:

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You who shall read this must know,
What I've done I am ashamed.
I write this poem for you, hoping,
That my apology will be claimed

I know you hate me now, no doubt,
You see of me as a psycho girl.
A freak in which you shall not contact,
Or in any way look towards her twirl.

I know for sure you'll read this alone,
Disgusted at my attempt to say
I'm sorry for being who I am,
But, for me, there is no other way.

Reading through my empty word,
Will this poem be thrown away?
I mean what I write and want you to know,
That I am truly sorry today. . .

I'm sorry for pushing you away.
I'm sorry for pushing us too fast.
I'm sorry for hoping you'd accept me.
I'm sorry for dwelling on my past.

I'm sorry that you saw the real me.
I'm sorry that I can't be who you please.
I'm sorry that I have failed you.
I'm sorry that I couldn't see,

I'm sorry I told you who I really was.
I'm sorry I told you I wanted to die.
I'm sorry I told you I cut myself.
I'm sorry I told you all those lies.

I'm sorry that I'm not your friend.
I'm sorry that I screwed things up once more,
I'm sorry that I called up crying.
I'm sorry that I've fallen to the floor.

I'm sorry I tried to make you love me.
I'm sorry I tried to use you.
I'm sorry I destroyed our friendship.
I'm sorry that all of this is true.

I'm sorry for being an attention whore.
I'm sorry for being a bitch.
I'm sorry for being someone I wasn't.
I'm sorry that I can't be switched.

To you, I apologize with all my heart.
I hope you will forgive me.
My sins don’t make up who I am.
And hopefully it's something you can see.

All I'm asking is for my friend back.
Acceptance is all I need.
The people I love most in my life,
I need to be freed.

You who shall read this must know,
What I've done I am ashamed.
I beg for your forgiveness,
And hope my apology will be claimed. . . .


Thanks for reading! I'll pass on good comments to her!
~Madison

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re: My Last Apology...may be triggering
By toji_667member has saluted, click to view salute photos
On Thu Jun 25, 2009 09:02 PM
this is a really beautiful poem, PM me if you'd like some of mine that sorta have the same consept that you can give to her... please, tell her that she isn't alone and that we all make mistakes.

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