I didn't want to post this in the support form because I feel so stupid about my feelings. I just wanted to vent a little.

I lost my job over a year ago and so I haven't been taking any classes but I miss them sooo much. I just practice at home. (Don't worry the style of dancing I do it's ok to practice at home. I do what most people in western culture call Belly Dancing.) I just miss everything because I had to move back with my parents. I miss my teachers. I miss my fellow students. I miss performing occasionally. I miss my friends. I still stay in contact with them but it's just not the same. I feel stupid because I'm more sad about not being able to take classes than loosing my job. It was just a job to pay the rent and the bills but I didn't hate it. I was good at it too so wasn't let go because I was a bad worker. They got rid of the department I was in so it wasn't just me. Now the people who are left have twice as much work to do.

Anyway I wish I didn't feel this way because I know there are sooo many more much worst things to be sad and frustrated about.

*sigh* Well, thanks for letting me vent a little everyone.